"theres a first to everything"

alone at 6:37 AM

wah.long time didnt update le.heres a short one.veryvery busy,hardly have time to do my own stuff.schoolwork,tutorials,pdp,waa.its all piling up.so.this is what j2 life is about huh.everyones like so serious bout studies le.started doing tutorials and all.and im still trying very hard to catch up with lectures.

the year 1's had their first training on friday.less then we expected.60 signed up,we expected 70-80.but 40plus turned up.makes things easier for us i guess.giving talks to climbers does help i guess.you guys were great!i liked the way things moved on friday.very systematic,very professional.however,of course nothings perfect.i feel that the initiative level could be upped sommore!you dont have to be an EXCO member to give commands or what.if you feel its right and it has to be done,just do it!take the initiative man.keep it up guys!and thanks.and of course,thanks to my exco for helping out so much.i couldnt handle it alone.

bought my new crumpler!its HUGE.gosh.can fit 3-4 of my old crumplers inside man.but damn pain la.cus its damn ex.$179.im gona take good care of it!=)and now im hooked to selling stuff online.its just a great feeling when u sell something and u close the deal.even better feeling is when u pass the person the goods and u get the money.waa.satisfaction guaranteed.anyone wants to sell anything just tell me ya!20% commision only=D

hope i can manage my time well,and juggle studies,pdp and so on.andand.most importantly.stay happy.

train hard.
study hard.
play hard.

"so far,so good"

alone at 9:24 AM

ive done some thinking.and ive made up my mind.I am gona change.i will become stronger.firmer.more sure.and more confident of myself.WATCH for the new me.

Everytime we touch-Cascada

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.

I still feel your touch in my dreams.

Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.

Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat so.

I can't let you go.Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry.

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.

You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat so.

I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

yet another beautiful song with beautiful lyrics.anyone has the non techno version pls send me!

"if we hold on together"

alone at 8:10 AM

it's been such a horrid day that i shall post some pictures to make myself happy.
many problems mashed up into one big problem makes you go crazy.it makes you wana scream at the top of your lungs.aah.wth.








"take my hand.guide me through"

alone at 6:18 AM

finally.orientation is over.what can i say?its been a damn fun 4-5 days.althoughits been godammed tiring.but it was worth it.on o night itself the ogms made us each a personalised card and gave us each a box of strepsils.
after this whole orientation and looking back,i realised that its the satisfaction of seeing the smiles and laughter on ur ogm's faces.its seeing them having so much fun with each other and cheering along with you.esp when we cheer as a clan.you can really feel how much weve bonded withing these short span of time.on the first day everyone was like.erm.cheer?xian la.then on o night.you could feel the power.the enthusiasm in each and everyone of your ogms.the feeling was just great.and very heartwarming.its a feeling that cannot be described.

it also made me think back of this time last year.we were in their positions.now that one year has passed,it has made me feel more matured.older.and its time to move on.being an ogl has really taught me how to look at things better from a different perspective,how to set an example,that people are watching ur each and every move and how to be firm and to lead.

had a hell lot of fun.what a great way to start the year.thks guys.thanks og14,og 14 ogls zheya,shuhui,indra,eugene,amanda,aprie,arthii,adillia,arief,and of course,orexus.

"to be a better man"

alone at 9:31 PM

happy 2007 to everyone!

actually.im kinda sick of making new year resolutions year by year and not fufilling them.ah.this year.i shant set my standards too high.just.be happy.dont think too much.be more determined.be more understanding/tolerate more.

thats about it.

to those who made my 2006 a great year,thanks.

climbers,DEWEL,14/06,parents,relatives,kellyn,zheya,arief..just to name a few.

stand by me.im definitely gona need more support in 07.

"i'm trying."

alone at 8:31 AM