Thursday, March 29, 2007


it's sad.very sad.
but if you won't change,I will.watch for it.
"strength."


alone at 6:12 AM


Tuesday, March 27, 2007






what can i say.it's been a good com.for me,for everyone,for the club.




went in aiming for all bonuses.ended up 2 top,one flash and one bonus.i guess it turned out okay for me.above expectations.as compared to people like terrence and wc,of course i suck la.but by my standards,pretty good already i guess.32 out of 117 positions.okay ba.this com has really psyched me up and made me more determined to work harder for the next com.i always thought myself to be a not so good climber.but i guess i proved myself wrong la.nvrtheless.i shall work hard!




i think this com really helped bring us even closer than ever.the support was there,you could see the knitted brows,sweaty palms and so on.everyone was cheering each other on and somewhere inside those shouts to go for it,to think,was a hidden meaning.that was the closeness of the climbers and how we wana move ahead as one.i used to think that climbing was an individual sport.but this competition proved otherwise.its a team effort after all.without the cheers,shouts of encouragement,we wouldnt where we are now.




perfect start to the season.climbers happy,teachers happy,coach happy=)



alone at 10:42 PM


Sunday, March 18, 2007


had two stayovers in two consecutive days.phew!
friday night bel stayed over.i cooked dinner,wanted him to try..spam ps2 aft that,play until 2-3 plus.then damn tired.went to sleep cus nxt day got trng.at least we werent late.leftover dinner for bfast=)

saturday night,DEWEL gathering at my place.ordered macs delivery for dinner.didnt bbq cus not many could make it for bbq.spam fries and junk food.then aft that,played a little ps2,then then dickson left.then the 5 of us guys sat down on the floor,took out a monopoly board and played.realised that if you dont play it for a while thenu suddenly play ah.quite fun leh.and i was the first to go bankrupt.watch them play damn sian.so.went to make a phone call to a friend=)talked till 3am then steamed some bao and eat.then went back to the room.i was the first to sleep while they still played ps2.woke at 9,went back to sleep.woke at 10,went back to sleep.woke at 1130 and didnt go back to sleep.now they just left.

thks guys!for such a wonderful time=D

wah.i suddenly heard lihao talking about scholarships and all ah.it really woke me up.about the competition we re up against,and how difficult it is the get a scholarship,and the limited choices of universities in singapore.gosh man.i really have to start working hard.same for all of you out there!lets work hard together,and this time next year,we'd be holiday-ing our asses off.
im gona jump on the mugging bandwagon!

.mind.heart.soul.
.motivation.dedication.determination.commitment.
I'll keep that in mind.
"work hard,train hard,play hard."


alone at 12:04 PM


Thursday, March 15, 2007


i swear im not biased in this post.
some people just think that they can make decisions and want others to follow.just for their own benefit,not considering others.
here i am trying to make a decision.then u just pop up with another and you just execute it.what are instructions for if you dont follow it?you think ure so,great that whatever you say everyone must follow?when asked to stop,you dont.when you want things done,you want it your way,regardless of whatever,whoever's involved.gosh.fine i can play along.but there are freaking LIMITS to how much i can play along.
everytime i think of it,i feel damn pissed.and its not the first time.its just that i didnt say anything.
can you just spare a thought for others?you re not the only one in this world you know.
well,i guess there're alot of different people around eh.you either live with it,or do something about it.
whatever.
there wont be a next time.take my word for it.


alone at 7:17 AM


Monday, March 12, 2007


sometimes.too much love is not good.
but why do they keep saying make love,not war?
its.cliched.

I do swear that I'll aways be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better or worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart


alone at 8:54 PM


Monday, March 05, 2007


What Makes A Man
Westlife

This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life

When you apologize, no matter who was wrongWhen you get on your knees if that would bring her home

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So that I can get over you

Other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you,

Tell me, tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know..... (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know..... (wooo)
So I can get over you


alone at 6:39 AM


Thursday, March 01, 2007


hm.i can't control what other people think or what they say,neither can i please everyone.
i just have to do what's right and be sure of it.

what makes a man.
"you,doing that thing you do."


alone at 7:22 PM