Friday, July 27, 2007


going to the airport never fails to motivate me=)

don't bother about what other people think.


alone at 10:03 PM


Sunday, July 15, 2007


Long time no blog.zz.didnt do that badly for jcts I guess.
Results: B C D D E
Okay la.i hafta learn to be contented.

For now,its study study study hard.
Those who know me know that I study best alone.and I just feel that im isolating myself by studying.
Don’t ask me why.its like.im damn determined to study hard.and when everyone or anyone asks me whether wana go out,do this,do that,im like.no,study la.dont feel like gg out.blablabla.i just feel like staying home.
Then suddenly,I feel like my social circle had shrunk.i felt isolated.and I cant help thinking.as I was sitting there with my tys in front of me what others were doing.like at CA helping out,at the movies.
I feel like a bloody antisocial la.sorry to anyone who has asked me out and ive declined.no,I am not antisocial,I just want to fully concentrate on my studies for now and not have any other distractions.I really wana help out badly at CA but I cant.i feel damn bad for not helping him la.
I guess its just the pressure for me to set an example?to be a role model?hm.

Bleah.anyone feels the same way as I do?zz.it doesn’t feel good.
Someone pls tell me im thinking too much.

Help me,help those around me.


alone at 10:54 PM


Tuesday, July 10, 2007


everyone around me is suddenly so scary.wah.and i feel no motivation.
i hafta start man.determination.i did this b4,and i can do it again.

cmon guys.we re almost at the end point.
it really isnt worth it,is it?

STICK TOGETHER,TEAM
never.never ever question our passion.
I dont wana look back with a tear in my eye.
Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you i know i belong
When the story gets told


alone at 10:44 PM


Tuesday, July 03, 2007


wah.back to school tmr.really not prepared.

erm.got some info for u guys.

this friday there ll be a movie screening to raise funds for OCIP.8pm to 8.30am on saturday.5 movies.shes the man,MI3,the mask 2,night at the museum,and a horror show.
$3.
anybody interested just tell me la.
-courtesy of jessalyn.

another thing.kelly and philip needs people to help out with the construction of the new gym.this weekend,whole day.people helping out will get free credits.same thing,tell me if you guys are interested=)

wah sian.jus now alot of things to say now like forgot le.oh.today bfielded with the guys and mr tan.still doesnt feel like school reopened yet.hm.
i think.from tmr onwards.i shall stop hanging arnd aft school too much le.shall not succumb to peer pressure,shall focus on studies already.same for you guys okay!

oh man.stepping down soon.i just hope everything would resolve itself.one problem dissolves,another forms.please,please.general appeal.guys.get a grip willya?everyone just forgive and forget.how long have we been together.think about it.is it worth fussing about a small problem?or someones oversensitivity?think about it.disappointment.
should i feel sad,or happy that we re stepping down?i ll find out soon enough.


alone at 10:06 PM


Sunday, July 01, 2007


phew.chao tar-red like a chao-tarred lobster.sentosa was great!thks guys,for making it happen=)

sandwiches were nice,beehoon,chilli crab mantou,cheescake,applepie,potato(heard it was nice,didnt get to try it),fruit cocktail,drinks,heard there was a brownie too.

hot bods,AHEM!pretty girls,nice loving dogs(perhaps too loving),front row seats at an animal porn show,beautiful sunset,sporting coaches and teachers,the whole club.man.what could beat that.just sitting there watching them play put a smile on my face.

ok ok.b4 i start getting emo-fied by my own speech,i shall stop here.esp when my nose is damn painful and so is my back.whooo!

and im glad more and more ppl are appreciating vball=)
mum said "dont say sorry unless you mean it."
im sorry.


alone at 8:12 AM