Long time no blog.zz.didnt do that badly for jcts I guess.
Results: B C D D E
Okay la.i hafta learn to be contented.

For now,its study study study hard.
Those who know me know that I study best alone.and I just feel that im isolating myself by studying.
Don’t ask me why.its like.im damn determined to study hard.and when everyone or anyone asks me whether wana go out,do this,do that,im like.no,study la.dont feel like gg out.blablabla.i just feel like staying home.
Then suddenly,I feel like my social circle had shrunk.i felt isolated.and I cant help thinking.as I was sitting there with my tys in front of me what others were doing.like at CA helping out,at the movies.
I feel like a bloody antisocial la.sorry to anyone who has asked me out and ive declined.no,I am not antisocial,I just want to fully concentrate on my studies for now and not have any other distractions.I really wana help out badly at CA but I cant.i feel damn bad for not helping him la.
I guess its just the pressure for me to set an example?to be a role model?hm.

Bleah.anyone feels the same way as I do?zz.it doesn’t feel good.
Someone pls tell me im thinking too much.

Help me,help those around me.